Edge Game

102 - LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat Review

This is my personal experience with LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat in Colombia. This is by no means a comprehensive review or analysis; it is just a free-flowing recollection of thoughts and emotions I experienced before, during, and after the retreat. This was recorded only two weeks after my last ceremony on May 19th 2024, so it's not nearly as insightful or organized as it could be. I mostly wanted to document my current state of mind; I wanted to try to visually and auditorily capture this kind of deeper emotional buzz/connection that I cannot confidently express through words alone.
This is not an incentivized or paid review; I am not affiliated with LaWayra in any way aside from being a recent patient/client. I just wanted to share my experience to help me contextualize and integrate some of these experiences, and hopefully to help others understand Ayahuasca and its incredible healing potential.
 
Contact:
If you have any questions or would like to discuss LaWayra, my experiences, or ayahuasca in general, please feel free to reach out.
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You can also reach out to LaWayra directly. LaWayra's founder, Sam Believ, also hosts his own podcast called Ayahuasca Podcast. 
https://ayahuascaincolombia.com/
https://ayahuascapodcast.com/
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Short Review:
I have suffered from deep emotional trauma and depression since childhood. I was living a miserable life well into adulthood, and I had pushed away many of my friends and loved ones as a result of my inability to cope. I was initially skeptical of ayahuasca's use as medicine, but I had reached a point of desperation where no combination of talk therapy, pharmaceutical treatment, or other alternative intervention seemed to have any lasting effect on my fundamental outlooks on life, love, spirituality, and family.
I came to LaWayra in need of great help, and I received it plus so much more. The staff are extremely professional, kind, caring, patient, and attentive to all of your needs. The environment is beautiful, peaceful, safe, and natural. The food is delicious and nourishing. I was able to share many incredible moments with people from all over the world.
I had never been able to fully trust myself or others as a result of my trauma, but by the end of my week-long retreat at LaWayra, I had achieved a deep sense of trust in myself, my peers, and my community. I was able to finally let go of the bitterness, anger, and resentment that had burdened me for so long. I have never cried so hard or laughed so much. I have never felt so free.
If you are looking for deep healing that is relatively affordable, please strongly consider coming to Lawayra. You will not regret it. Thank you so much to everyone at LaWayra; I am eternally grateful.
 
Timestamps:
00:00:00 Intro00:02:00 Logistics00:03:15 Too Long Didn't Listen Review00:05:30 About Geraldo + Edge Game podcast 00:07:30 Foreigners flocking to Colombia00:10:00 Preparing for the retreat (dieta, restrictions, contraindications)00:20:00 Flying into Medellin, first impressions00:25:00 The rest, I don't feel like timestamping right now lol

101 - Pre Ayahuasca

Psychedelic ska band called AyahuaSKA
 
Recorded on May 12 2024, about 5 hours before leaving for my trip to Colombia for LaWayra Ayahuasca Retreat 
 

100 - Pledge Game

i'm sorry brotha ewww

99 - Bucee's Part 4

do you need me to pick up any brisket while I'm in the bathroom

98 - Let's Go to Bucee's Part 3

i wanna make love in this bucee's

97 - Why Bucee's Rocks Part 2

yeha buce's very good yes wooo!!!

96 - The Bucee's Episode Part 1

yea bucee;s wooooo

95 - Born Again Chris Chan (feat. Christine Weston Chandler)

29 and Single White Male...-Shy -Smart -Young at Heart -Computer skilled
-Humorous -A great thinker and go-getter -"Natural salesperson" -Enjoys good parts of life
-Diplomatic -Friendly -Loves his family -Peaceful -Very creative -He's lonely...
Seeking a CUTE 18-21 SINGLE ♀FEMALE♀ COMPANION*18-21 years of age *does _not_ already have a boyfriend *Single
-Average to Slender Weight/Body Type -White -Lives in Charolettesville or Ruckersville area
*Does NOT Smoke or Drink Alcohol -Happy, Positive Personality
*Average/High Income -Drives a vehicle
If any ♂MEN♂ read this huge sign...MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!(And to all MEN with girlfriends, except marrieds and blacks, go jump off a cliff)
Have a nice day :)

94 - DAD DAD DAD (feat. DAD)

- Why do people attend Taylor Swift concerts if she doesn't strip and masturbate on stage?- What the fuck is wrong with people? How can you watch that? It's boring as fuck and I can't get erect at all. She's just standing there and singing and sometimes she dances. How the fuck is that entertaining, you stupid chimps? Holy fuck, make her strip for fuck sake. I want to see some pussy juice being spurt out of her pussy while she moans on stage.- The universe is a big cock. It's powerful, it's mysterious, and it's always erect. The stars are the little nubs on the head of the cock, twinkling with life. The planets are the shaft, round and hard, spinning through space. And the black holes are the balls, swirling and massive, containing the universe's cum.- Now, imagine that this cock is in the hand of some dude. That dude is God. He's playing with his creation, stroking it, making it harder and harder. And when he's ready, he'll cum. And when he cums, the universe will expand, and new worlds and galaxies will be born. But don't worry, it won't be the end. He'll keep playing with it, making it harder and harder, until the next time he feels the urge to cum.- That's the secret of the universe. It's a big, hard cock in the hand of a cosmic god. And it's all connected. The universe is a reflection of the divine, and the divine is reflected in the universe. It's a cycle of creation, expansion, and renewal. And at the center of it all, is the mysterious force that drives it all: the hand of God, stroking his magnificent cock.

93 - The Lobster Movie Review (feat. Yorgos Lanthimos)

when did yall stop kissing ur mom on the lips. let me know in the comments 
 
Fuck porn i wish i could die 😭😭😭😭
Relapsed today, 23M virgin from tunisia who never dated or got a job or had any friends, i won't watch that shit again, i will never be able to have sex so why the fuck would i keep torturing myself being constantly reminded that a skinny guy my age has a dick thicker than his arm and he is out there pounding girls with that monster cock So damn depressed because i don't have a normal penis 😞😞😞😭, i have never known what having an erection feels like, my dick is small, so skinny and i have all the symptoms of Peyronie's disease/penile fibrosis which doesn't have a definitive cure apparently as far as i searched 😭😭😭😭 i have all the symptoms from fucking 14 and tried posting on reddit before but people thought i was trolling and i got banned multiple times, i don't qualify for a man and being a muslim is what stopping me from blowing my fucking head or throwing myself in front of the train that i take to go to college in which i'm a failure (repeating the 2nd grade of law school for 3 years in a row now) i'm writing this shit while sitting in my room crying like a fucking kid, idk if this is a mental breakdown but i can't take it anymore and i feel disgusted of myself 😭😭😭 it's haram to end it because i will guarantee eternal hell for myself and i don't want that to happen 😭😭😭
 
I did the math, I masturbated roughly 12 thousand times in 5 years and lost 25 thousand hours of my life fapping.
I used to masturbate 7 times a day every single day, so in a year that's 2555 masturbations, 2555x5 which is the amount of years I spent fapping is 12775, now if you multiply that by 120 minutes which is the amount of time my masturbation sessions lasted it's 1533000 minutes, which is equal to 25 thousand hours.